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[xsandwhchhaterx]

wanna know what? a long time ago, well about 10th grade. i was so incredibly filled with joy because i felt that i KNEW that when i got to heaven that my diabetes would go away. and i cried all the time because i was so thankful that a being like that existed; to make all my hurt go away and make me "whole" again. but then, if such god exists, and

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[anonymous]

god doesn't give people diabetes, their parents do.

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[xsandwhchhaterx]

well SOMEBODY who replied to this without saying who they are which makes you an asshole. No, my parents did not give it to me...my parents dont have it shit head. think before you fucking talk about shityou dont know about. AND dont Fucking comment on my Journal without leaving your goddamned name. This post was not left for YOUR worthless opinion. so until You know I fucking care what you think, fuck off. and stay that way.

[anonymous]

well then your grandparents gave it to you, so thank them, don't blame god.

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[xsandwhchhaterx]

GO TO FUCKING HELL> isnt it so easy to sit there and talk when you dont know shit? keep it up, jackass.

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[havar]

I find your comments very ignorant. Where as diabetes was passed to her genetically, it was not GIVEN to her conciously by her grandparents. They did not say,"Hey, I'm going to give my grandchild diabetes", nor could they make such a decision. However, god did make the decision for her to have diabetes, so god did give her diabetes, through another source. Given the choice (the choice that god had, which was to give or not to give her diabetes), I'm sure her grandparents wouldn't have wished such a thing upon her, as god seems to have done. Where the 'blame' lies is obvious. Your comment was naive, ill-thought, and utterly pointless.

[anonymous]

your comment makes no sense whatsoever. of course her grandparents didn't GIVE her a disease, they don't have that power. i wasn't saying that. but it is genetics, plain and simple. you are what you are because of all the people that came before you and made you you. some people have cancer that runs in their family. women easlily pass down the ability to get breast cancer if they themselves have it or have had it

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[xsandwhchhaterx]

there is no cure. it will kill me. plain and simple. Ive faced death so far in the face. can you say that for yourself? I think that takes a lot of damn courage and I dont think I deserve the rest of these cut downs or explanations or thoughts on my life. Im done with this series of Badmouthing eachother. i think im being a bigger person now, willyou too?

[anonymous]

i am not bad mouthing you. i am just trying to get you to see that having diabetes may not be that bad and that god doesn't hate you and that he is not trying to kill you, he is trying to help you. if god is our father then i think that he acting like one. life isn't supposed to be easy. if it was we would learn absolutely nothing. parents can't and shouldn't protect their children from all the pain and hurt in life, if they did they would never think about anything and they would learn nothing about themselves or others. think of the problems you have had in your life and how hard they all were. then think of all the knowledge you got from going through them. that is what he is doing, he is trying to teach us compassion and love through all the bad times. and this is a challenge for you, but you can gain so much wisom from this, more than others, but you let it eat you up. look at it from a different perspective and see how the view looks from there is all i am saying.

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[xsandwhchhaterx]

Ive been through those thoughts. what kinda father lets his children gain knowledge through killing them? not a good one.

[anonymous]

well you aren't dead yet, so that is not really an excuse.

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[xsandwhchhaterx]

is this the same person?i dont think it is, but ill say the same things shut the hell up about things you dont know shit about. this is my OPINION on something that happened in MY life nad it is non of your goddamned bussiness.