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[xsanitariumx]

i'm sick as a dog again. yeah, who's surprised. waiting for trav to get home. i don't really want to be alone right now because being sick like this elicits panic attacks when I can't breathe, and i'm out of everything that could possibly help this sitch. GGRRR!

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[viho]

Alyssa told me that you and Travis are together. Congrats. I know you still hate me. I don't really mind. I was a freaking nightmare. But its cool. I just wanted to let you know that I am not going to try anything with Tom, so you dont have to threaten him with not going near me. I understand everyone's concern but him and I talk a lot and I have told him that I am in love with someone else and me and him can just be good friends. Truly I love him to death, but I refuse to mess with his head. I've already fucked up enough. I am a lot different than I was, it will have been a year since I've been in NY when I go back. I just wish yall would at least come hang out for a little bit, tell me how ur lives have been, and if ur interested- hear a little about mine. And if after the day you still hate me, then all is fine. I won't die, it would just be nice to have a decent conversation before I am totally shunned from everyone. I know You, Liz and Miranda have threatened Tom not to go near me. And I understand yall did that as a friend to