So the Army Ball was great! I met a lot of people who I forgot all of their names but they seemed very important at the time. I took a sip of this drink called "Graug" it's where they poor every kind of liquor you can think of from wild turkey to everclear. For all the soliders they lost in Iraq. It didn't taste too good, but John said it wasn't ( Read more... )

So for the past 3 days I was in the hospital. It was insane. I couldn't do anything by myself I even needed help going to the bathroom. I was being poked with niddles every 10 mins it seemed like. It was insane. I am just so glad to be home, in my own bed. with out any needles in me ( Read more... )

No one will ever understand me.

No one will ever understand what I am feeling.

I look at my life completely different.

I know a least someone got their way.
I know that they can sleep at night.

But I will carry a burden for the rest of my life.

So John came home ( Read more... )

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John comes home tomorrow!

I think when I see him I am just going to jump on him.

I miss him terribly

And we have a lot of things to talk about.

But I am sure when we go to the beach it will make everything better.

I have a choice.

and whatever i choose will change the rest of my life.

And i'm scared.

what if I fuck up?

please pray for me.

Well... I am officially graduated.

When they said "This is the class of 2004"
i screamed FUCK YEAH!!!!!

I am out of High school and on to my future!

it is so serial.

all I can think about is me and John.
and our future.

And it gives my butterflys!
the good kind.

I am so tired.

But today will be a good day because i don't have to work. SO i think me and steph are going to the lake to chill out.

She is leaving friday to go see jake and wont be home for like 2 weeks. EVERYONE IS GONE! it's just me and Amanda.

I can't wait until we June 11th.