i got my kitty and she kicks ass

I got kissed last night for the first time in forever. I loved it.

( boredom at its best )

sometimes existing is too painful...blah

First real kiss: Dan Nolan, at the Giffords house while I was supposed to be babysitting ( Read more... )

Oh fucking dear...I don't know what is happening....

Do you have any idea how much I don't want to spend my christmas alone. I don't feel like spending thanksgiving alone either but i guess thats too late to fix now. He fucking said I'd always have a second chance and I fucking don't and I don't feel like being jome and dealing with all this fucking shit. I have to get out

I am having a very very good day. I am in a very very good mood. MMMMMHMMM. I am being very very silly. Yay.

I have nightmares and lots of them. It fucking sucks.

i dont feeel like getting my hopes up...but its all i ever do ( Read more... )