最近、私は本当に何をすべきかわからない。

[xsayounara]

If you translate that the title on google then you would be able to find what it means.

Anyway, lately my mind is a blur. My space bar is being weird. I broke up with my boyfriend last week on Thursday, and I'm getting the blame. I wanted to cry in a corner saying that people cares about my well-being. Starting out with the day he ask me out, I

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[praysolace]

Geez! That stinks. I get that it's easy to side with the super shy type, because they look so pitiful, but geez, it's not your fault if you try and it doesn't work. He may be shy, but that's no excuse for not only not trying, but not responding to the other person's attempts.

That's stupid. It's definitely not your fault. I'm not going to call it his "fault," either, 'cause honestly it sounds like it was just inevitable and didn't matter all that much to anyone directly involved. But you didn't do anything wrong, you did everything right from the sound of it, so everybody bothering you needs to can it. I hope you feel better.

[nanakibh]

Well those are a lot of mixed messages... I wish I could have seen his face when you broke up with him. From what you said, it sounds like he may have been expecting it. OR, he just wanted to look like he was okay with it for you at the time. (But then if he was seen later talking and laughing with friends like nothing happened, then maybe he really was expecting it. If he was as uncomfortable dating as it sounds like he was, then he was probably relieved for it to be over. Just what I think might be the case, though.)

Hope you feel better and I hope your next attempt at dating won't be so awkward!