orange juice..

[xscream]

my mind and heart are being difficult again. my heart says it's real and wants me to act on it and my mind is telling me to forget it.

and that's how it's been for a while.

blehhh

Comments

[fallenrosetearz]

Why can't they ever just both agree??

[xscream]

my guess is that it's because you can train someone's mind to think the way you want them to but you can't train their heart.. and either way, once it's done you have to reverse the process.. if that makes any sense at all, i'm not sure if it does..

[fallenrosetearz]

It makes sense, though I wish it didn't.

[xscream]

yeah.. i don't like it either but i let him get away with it and now travis is stuck with.. this -gestures toward self- doormat-like and afraid to trust even myself with my feelings