a days - first semester ( Read more... )

why the _fuck_ do i have these stupid ass fucking moodswings?

i hate that i put people through this shit.

-twitch- go fucking die adriana, kthx.

and here i am again..
at home.

weekends are weird.

hi.
my name is adriana.
i no longer have a true home.
i'm not sure how i feel about this.
i have enough clothes for two days.
i've been gone since yesterday.
i don't know if i'm allowed to go back to the house and get my things.
and that is all.

( ..practicing.. )

tonight: 118.

.. meh.

this morning: 116.

uhm.
..
a bottle of coke.. three gobstoppers (two yellow ones and a red one Oo;) and in a little bit i'll have a piece of lasagna..

[edit]: okay.. i had two pieces.

yesterday.. 121
today.. 117

is that even fucking possible?

i had a coke in the morning during driver's ed and a number one from wendy's for dinner (with a coke)

.. -bangs face on desk-

Maybe it's me. I feel like I'm losing something. I feel like I've already lost something and I can't figure it out yet. I don't want to be holed up in this house anymore ( Read more... )