I can already tell this week is going to be shitty.

Im stuck home with my Grandma and brother for the week
While my dad and step mom enjoy Jamaica.

Lucky bastards.

Anyone have some words of wisdom to help me make it through the week?

* I hate them all =] *

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now ... here he comes!

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young

Can we climb this mountain
I don't know
Higher now than ever before
I know we can make it if we take ( Read more... )

I dont get it.
Fuck it, Fuck it all.

One good thing from this vacation..
Noey finally got busted with pot.
He realized nobody is there for him anymore.
Everyone lost their trust in him.

Thats what he gets....

Getting ready to go to savannahs.

Chilling with her,Nick, and Steve.

Be back Wednesday or Thursday

Whores.

So this weekend has been great already.

I got to go the mall with 
Vanna, Nikki, Ian, Brandon, Vikki, and Timmy.
Had some cool times. haha.
I got told by Vanna's dad's soldier that I walk like a troll..=/ do I?

So Plans for the Vacation

Saturday- Mall with people.
Sunday- Home.
Monday-Cleaning.
Tuesday-Vannas house to chill with her and steven and nick at ( Read more... )

This isn't who I am.
From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds.
Storming stages and stereos from here to there,
trying to prove that I belong.
Trying to win approval from people that I don't know.

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my sides
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

I ( Read more... )

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

I cannot guess ( Read more... )

Happy Easter...

Hope yours is better than mine....

Tonight
Mar 22
( Read more... )

"Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of ( Read more... )