Well last night was a blast! My cousin came over at like midnight and we went over to Johns house. I went and knocked on his bedroom window and guess what... Nobody was there go figure! Oh well so we left there and went to take me home and we saw my old friend Chris so we stopped to talk to him ( Read more... )

You know this is not what I expected from you of all people! We are supposed to be together forever! But I will tell you this Chrissy is here to stay I will not lose her for you! I am not gonna lose MY life because you want me all 2 yourself! It just wont happen! I did that for Chris and my life is hell now so you have another thought comming if ( Read more... )

Damnit! Today is not gonna go any wheres near good! I mean I want to be happy but for certain reasons I cant!!!!!!! I mean god give it up! The least you could have done was answered them! I mean do u not want other people to know how you feel about me is that it! Whatever I am not hanging out with you today cas I cant handle this shit right now! ( Read more... )

Underneith this smile,
Lyes a heart of darkness.
I live in the shadows of life,
To hide from the pain inside.
I look in the mirror and I see nothing.
No Soul, No Life,
The tears I used to shed no longer fall.
Life changed and it is full of emptiness,
And nothing more!

Damn Depression it got the best of me today!

Well yesterday was fun filled! I stayed the night at Chrissy's house monday night! I didnt get up till like 2pm and I was supposed to be home B4 noon! OOPS! OH well my mom wasnt mad so its no big deal! Then I went to Johns for a lil while and back home for dinner! Back out with John and Chrissy to go bowling! That was fun! We played 3 games! John ( Read more... )

I am in a really weird mood! I dont know why! I just got off the phone with Chrissy on the phone and im talkin to Candace online! Yea that right I said Candace we are getting along again! Now I am talkin to my friend Pat too he is so funny! Or so he thinks he is! I made John a present not that he cares! Anyway now I am waiting for him to get up! ( Read more... )

Dont you just love the days you wake up and you can already tell that nothing is gonna go your way! I mean the only thing I acctually look forward to today is that Chrissy is comming home! YAY!!! I got John from work and he is gonna find people to watch movies with today! So I can go hangout with Chrissy! I mean she is comming home a day early! I ( Read more... )

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Baby you make me such an emo that is not normal for a guy to make me an emo! Well I wrote a new poem about you/us but I wont give you a copy of it cas you will hang it on the wall like you did the last one! LoL! Chrissy sorry I didnt call you back today I was so busy! I hope you and everyone else will answer the questions on my last entry that way ( Read more... )

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