there is just so much stuff to write in here that i dont know where to begin ( Read more... )

i was filling out my plan of study for my degree and when it came to writing the date, i remembered that today is the 3 year anniversary of rob's death ( Read more... )

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1) One secret.
2) One compliment.
3) Lyrics to a song.
4) How old you are.
5) How long we've been friends/LJ friends.
6) And a hint to who you are.

i did this almost 2 years ago and there were some crazy things.
one comment i didnt know, i was actually told today for the first time who it was and it made me think.

so why not

remember that last real entry.
yeah.
well flip everything around.

seriously.
my life.

is nothing short of fucked up right now.

i cant even explain right now.

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who ( Read more... )

i havent been to sleep in the past 4 days without being awake for less than 21hours...

the past 2 days have been so much fun.

my life is so crazy right now i cant begin to describe everything that is going on inside of my head ( Read more... )

yeah.
ill be your friend.
but you broke my heart..

if i told you i wasnt depressed,

i'd be lieing.

people say i should start over.
maybe they are right.

1.) I hate my cold ( Read more... )

so im so exhausted, i dont even want to write in here, but i feel like i have to ( Read more... )