-
(Untitled)
I was re-reading some ancient journal entries (can you believe I actually forgot about the badger?!) and came across a Shakespeare quote that really speaks to me.
"Let those who are in favor with their stars
Whose honor and proud titles boast;
Whilst I, from whom such triumph bars
Unlook'd for joy in that I honor most."
I came across that years ago in ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
You posted this about me once.
Monday, April 18, 2005
Sometimes I think I've fucked thigs up beyond belief. She forgives me. When I ruin everything and should be forced to stay in my own consequences, she has forgiven me. I don't deserve it. Yet she still forgives me.
And I love her.
3:24 PM - add Bullets - add Take a Shot - email it -
(Untitled)
I feel I'm entitled to a bitchfest here.
Lately, I've been called a lot of names I'm not. Some of them I even started to believe.
But I do NOT bullshit anyone. Nor do I appreciate it being alluded that I do. Particularly about my best friend.
What she said about me is completely untrue, and here's why:
Brett is extremely smart, and I doubt you realize ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
It was over before I even realized what was going on.
I lost.
You won.
And now it's just as I've always feared. I really am alone. -
(Untitled)
Write ten things off the top of your head that make you happy. Tag ten people to do the same.
1. B
2. RPing (like whoa)
3. Feeling pretty (and witty, and bright)
4. Making fun of stupid people (when they deserve it)
5. Sex
6. More sex (only with one person, however)
7. Pretty girls
8. Pretty boys
9. Reading
10. Movies
I've been in a constant state of ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
The doctors at the hospital won't help me, because I'm on antibiotics. They advised me to see my regular doctor about stress medication. I haven't slept. I haven't eaten. At this point, I feel like nothing anyone could say or do can possibly make me better again. I feel broken. Maimed. Unrepairable ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
(OOC - Since I have no OOC journal)
1. Who was your first prom date?
Never been to a prom (we don't have them where I live), but if you count Grad banquets, then I've only been to one, mine, with my fave. cousin Brad.
2. Do you still talk to your first love?
Yes.
3. What was your first alcoholic drink?
Wine. My mother is something of a connesieur.
4. ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
In adolescence, more changes about us than just our bodies and sex drives. Our brains literally start to 'short out,' for lack of a better term, severing old connections and making new ones. It makes sense. A child's brain must be geared towards learning and discovering, for obvious reasons, but adults need cognitive thought and decision-making ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Friends are incredibly fickle. I wonder sometimes if it's just me, but I know distance has a lot to do with it. It's amazing how fast even the best of friends forget you when you don't see them every day.
I know many people from all corners of the continent and beyond, and admittedly, it's hard to remember them all.
But I never forget you. Never.
