I'm afriad I have reached the end of the rope. That I'm already one step over the edge. I wasn't happy there... I'm not happy here... I deserve to be happy... I just can't find the happiness in anything and it is tearing me down... im ready to rock and roll bitches
My mom called... and I just broke down.... just broke down. I had a panic attack. I hate this. I hate it all. So i ran... and ran... and i felt great afterwards for like five minutes. I hate days like today. I just want to sleep it away.