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xsexyalmstevilx

Sarcastic Bitch

May 27, 2005 18:02

I Have The Best Friends in the fucking world ( Read more... )

Comments 7

I'm sorry... xsexyredheadx May 27 2005, 17:31:29 UTC

Christina... I'm so sorry... I just don't know what to do. Jewel knows that I'm all fucked up over this fucking shit. I feel so horrible. I've been trying to help you from day one... I did what I would have wanted someone to do for me. And I don't want to forget we were friends. We've had some really great times together that I will never forget... I can't help it that we've been baned from seeing you... I have always tryed being there for you. And I really want to continue our friendship but how can we? I will have NO PLACE to go if Jewel's mom decides that I'm a bad influence on her daughter and she wants me gone... she already doesn't want me there... What would I do? Go home... I can't... I will fucking kill my fucking self if I have to go back there. I'm sorry... maybe things will get better when we're all 18...

xsexyalmstevilx May 28 2005, 01:39:01 UTC

but by the time we get 18 itll never be the same....i understand ur position but its hard....

I know xsexyredheadx May 28 2005, 13:26:22 UTC

I know it's hard Christina but what the fuck... don't be mad at me and say that you have the best friends in the world all sarcastic and shit. I CAN'T do anything about this fucked up shit. I just wanna die.

ill miss you helen im sorry....and u too jewel despite the fact that it seems you dont care... xsexyalmstevilx May 28 2005, 19:14:12 UTC

look i dont mean to be a bitch....and really im sorry that i bitched at you....cuz i kno u still care.....i can see you care but it really doesnt matter anymore.....im transfering to tate....so i guess this is goodbye....lovez....reallly....god damn it....why must i cry...

xsexyalmstevilx May 28 2005, 19:17:20 UTC

by the way....i was really hurt about the female version of josh thing.....especially since i was trying my hardest to be better for yall

ace_of_snipers May 28 2005, 22:13:27 UTC

no offense but you should get better for yourself cause if you cant see/do or obtain that or however you wanna look at it i dont think you will get any better plus you should want it for yourself or why bother so i geuss in other words find yourlself and find out what you trully want in life and how you wish to live your life and do it to the best of your ability and then and only then do i think you will better yourself or anyone for that matter.

xsexyalmstevilx May 29 2005, 17:25:21 UTC

like i was trying to be better for me too....its just that it was important to me to make the ones i love be happy with my choices....so i was trying to be better for them by being better for me....ya kno?....like i know they want whats best for me so if they think thats best then it prolly is....shane i luv yew....you're so insitful