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[xsgirlie]

I can't believe I'm moving. I haven't really grasped that fact. I think I have this fantasy image in my mind of my "new life" - and there is no downside in my mind. Logically, I'm making small preparations for the worst - incase I feel lonely or sad about the distance from my loved ones - I've planned to buy flowers from the market once a week,

Comments

[kiqqi]

dude you make it sound so depressing as if you'd have no life if you move. i know you'll make a ton of friends and have a blast, you don't need to hide inside to find comfort - enjoy and embrace the change!

[xsgirlie]

Oh I didn't mean to make it sound that way :) I have some friends over there and have a few connections to hang out with people, I just wanted to make plans for me to be comfortable during the adjustment period incase I'm lonely, or to just entertain myself. I like solitude, and I'm not too worried about hanging out with people. Just making plans for the worst.

[kiqqi]

LOL plan for the worst :) Your plan does sound like fun though, I like alone time too. SATC keeps me entertained. You must be super excited though!!!

[xsgirlie]

I'm SO excited! It seems a little too soon, but I believe all things happen when they are intended to, so it will be good!

[silverglassshoe]

I've moved like 5 times in my life and I've always had a hard time dealing with it, because I HATE changes in life, but it's worth it. you meet new people, find great opportunities, you may even discover a part of you that you didn't even know that existed..

:) you sound strong and independent. I think you'll be fine

[xsgirlie]

Thank you for your comment, it's very encouraging. I like the comfort of knowing my surroundings, and I'm uneasy about change, but I know this one is necessary and by stepping so far out of my comfort zone, it is sure to expand. Thanks :D