Finally got my license.
Finally got my car.
No insurance.
Can't drive.
Those bastards!

I wonder if you'll remember me,
the way it used to be.

It's all the same at the end of the day.

At Amandas.
Bored.
I'm tired.
We just got back from going swimming.
Kinda.
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Tomorrows Friday.
What to do? What to do?
I wanna smoke some herb.
Meh.

Im faking 'I Love You's
You're forcing me to.

Havent been online in a while.
Kinda sucks.
I've kinda been in my own little world.
If ya know what I mean.
So anywho.
Life sucks at the moment.
I think I fucked up.
Meh.
Shit happens.
It's Friday night,
and Im home... alone.
Today was weird.
Don't ask.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Prom was fun.
Wasnt really what I expected.
Going to a show tomorrow.
Getting in free.
Luckly.
I have no $$.
Goin to the movies Friday.
Fun stuff.

I never wanted to hurt him.
That wasnt my intention.

Prom is this Saturday.
I have my dress.
Can't wait.
I told Germ I'd take lots of pictures
and send some to him.
Tomorrows Hump Day.
Val and I are doing lunch.
I think Im gonna hang out with Matt.
I hope.

Going to a show tonight.
I think.
Going Prom shopping tomorrow.
Yadda. Yadda. Yadda.
I still need a dress.
Its next week.
I have a headache.
Yeah, I think im done.

No, you wont believe it.
Not until you see it.
No, you wont believe it.
Not until i write it down.

No, hes not a secret now.
But nobody cares.
the wolves have smelled his scent.

Nobody likes a child who complains
and i wont be that child anymore.