I have been looking for someone for about 8 years now, i saw them once about a year and a half ago. i didnt even recognize them, the circumstances were horrible so i didnt get to talk to them much. i feel like i wont be fulfilled till i meet up with them again. when i go home next i will try. im so nervous though, and the nervousness makes me ( Read more... )

Im not doing well. i need help.

Im itchy and miserable.

I hate it when I'm surrounded by so many people, and i just feel so lonely.

I feel like i have an eating problem. an over eating problem. im constantly hungry and even when i am full, i will eat more. i cant tell if its because i do it out of boredom or what, but it is becoming more and more of a problem. I think it has to do with my insides, i dont think somethings are right with my intestines. I wish it would get better ( Read more... )

School makes me so frustrated. I feel so dumb when i go, isn't it suppose to make you feel better and make you feel like you're learning? I hate it so much. Sometimes i dont know why im in school, it really has nothing to do with what i want to do in life. I dont know what im doing, honestly.

Never again will i mix my meds with alcohol. One of the sillier mistakes i have made. it felt like i was blacking out and i can only remember bits and pieces. Now i just feel like i want to die. Sometimes people like to let them selfs crash and get to their lowest points. I think im good for a while now ( Read more... )

I really feel like Mohammad thinks Im a bad person, he also catches me doing something and thinks the wrong thing about it. First, the signature thing and then today during he final ( Read more... )

I'm failing college, i feel like a total failure.
Fuck you stats.

I have been having the weirdest dreams lately. Some of them really throw me for a loop ( Read more... )