i feel like a little kid. not in a good way, not happy-go-lucky or innocent. rather, the little kid who turned away for a moment and lost sight of mom. the little kid who is trying to find something, but doesn't know what- who doesn't know how to ask for help, because life hasn't tossed that her way yet.

...maybe i'll find my bearings in the

( there is no reason for this. i'm sorry. )

I'M DONE WITH COLLEGE!!!

looking forward to the day i stop being nostalgic about stupid things, and start being amped about everything to come.

semisonic said it best: "every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end..."

i hate this limbo. and i'm tired of thinking about/saying goodbye.

Lobsters have always been hit or miss. Over the years it's been overly cheesy and badly themed, but always in good fun. I don't remember anyone walking away hurt. Last year, there were some more malicious awards, and I remember thinking, "Why would somebody write that?" Maybe the meaning of the awards changed or something, but somehow, that became ( Read more... )

Tonight, I performed my last show for... who knows how long? Theatre has just been a living, breathing part of me for seriously as long as I can remember. And I know there are a ton of people who think I shouldn't give up on it, etc etc, but this is it for awhile. And I know that ( Read more... )

There are certain people I associate with... life. That sounds weird. What I mean is, certain people who stand out because they have a passion for living life, for making the most of it, giving back to people, finding laughter and happiness in the things they do. People who have an energy about them that is infectious ( Read more... )

I love talking to my mom. End of story. :)

My laptop is no longer mobile. The space bar/button died a painful death- I literally had to copy a space, and then used Ctrl+v everytime I needed one. I managed for a couple days, but even I lost patience. Sooo... I buckled, and got a USB keyboard and mouse. The mouse hates me, and this keyboard is monsterous, but hey, at least I'm typing fast ( Read more... )

I emailed Suzanne, my old boss at Raven at 3:12PM, basically asking her if I could go back as a temp for a couple months, and if she'd be okay with being a reference for job applications. At 3:49PM, she got back to me ( Read more... )