it makes me angry at my friends.

they dont come to my swim meets, but they go to a huge boys one.

only cos 1/10th of the school population was there.

dont ask me whats going on..cos i would have taught you

if u were at one of my meets.

i'm just so uaklfjdsalk almost emotional today.

i wanted to go to NYC w. journalism in march

and now she's only ( Read more... )

fake drunks are the WORST

saturday marks 2005.

this past year i've learned so much. It has been a year that i will always always always remeber.

I've learned that no matter how many times you say distance doesnt stand a chance, it will overcome any friendship no matter how hard you try.

I've learned that no matter how hard you try in a relationship if the other person ( Read more... )

saturday is my birthday

and all of a sudden, i really dont care.

i wish the world would just spin faster

get to my happy ever after

have you ever been able to feel a hug for days after it happened?
please tell me you have cos i'll feel stupid if i'm the only one

i hate this.

everything is going great
but i know it was just the night
and only cos it was "my" party.

mixed signals are over-rated

in the past 3 months
3 people have died.
1 that my friends parents were close with
1 that was an amazing person and a great friend
1 that was an assiant pricipal and a past teachers husband
it makes me think
i've realized that my friends
are more important to me then anything.

thanks for everything girls

the girsl slept over saturday
greg came over and watched a movie

i got the fish tanks
which means my room is going
to finally take the black and white theme
as soon as my dad builds the shelfs