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so i took it too. i took this thing like 2 years ago... and i got close to the same results. that scares me. >:O ( Read more... )

I MADE AN A ON MY CHEMISTRY TEST!!!!!!!!!!11 JESUS LIVES!!!!!!!!!1 ( Read more... )

the funeral is at 1:00 PM today. i'm scared. i'm really, seriously scared. i don't know how i'm going to react to this. i definitely need to do something to ease my thoughts afterwards. hopefully, i'll wind up in king. wish me luck. i'm so paranoid.

i hate this. i hate getting emotional and it's been happening just about everyday lately. it's no fun.

i miss shane, i get weird about college, one of my close friends just died, i'm scared of leaving everyone next year, grainger is leaving soon, and so much crap is going through my brain and i wish it would STOP!

fjekwl;fjwa;aj GOD DANGIT!

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R.I.P. torry... i miss you. you've been my buddy since i was 5 and stalked every guy in the neighborhood. <3

life is some crazy shit. i've never lost a friend before. this is scary.

well, i had that little *meeting* with my dad yesterday afternoon. basically, if i don't get straight A's or close to it this semester, i will not be going to full sail. i will be stuck at app (and i don't exactly want to go there) or i'll be stuck somewhere else. even if i DO get straight A's and bust my ass doing it, there is still the ( Read more... )

from the time i walked into scott's basement back in april up 'til now, i am a completely different person. everyone who has helped me and been there for me since then, you know who you are. and you are all my best friends and my family. i was talking to shane about this earlier. i met the guys in king at my most insecure, depressed, unhappy stages ( Read more... )

what the HELLLLLLLL is going on? what the eff is up with all this drama downloading? as soon as one episode dies down, another one or two start up. this is ridiculous. i'm glad i'm not a part of any of it, but jesus. i love my friends, but i can't keep up with them! aaaaaargh ( Read more... )

i don't have a lot to write about 'cause it was pretty boring up until 5 or so. i think god was trying to talk to me in chemistry today. i understood what i was doing, and i still do. it's a miracle. that was the only real breakthrough at school today. the rest is all a blur. everyday i try to erase someone from my mind that pisses me off at school ( Read more... )

i bit my lip, and now i'm bleeding. what the crap ( Read more... )