i didn't mean to get so close..

[xshowerscenex]

getting over someone is a long, depressing process.

i wish i could just break down and cry. beg him.
i wish that if i did it would make a difference.

if only i could manage to spit out the things i'm thinking every time i make that drunken, sobbing phone call that i always end up making.

if i could just show him how much i still care, instead of

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hey

[imtheshit_kthnx]

i dont think buddy realizes how lucky he is to have a girl like you actually care about him past his looks and everything... he will come around one day, and hopefully it will be to late and he will sad and depressed. i love you girlie!!! chill sesh fuckin soon or ill just kidnap you!.. oh yea, and i wanna rape ryan collins!

Re: hey

[xshowerscenex]

hahahaha at first i was like "oh gahhhh, she put his name."

then i realized. oh, right, who cares! haha.

IM me so we can get hang sesh plans made! ♥

[imtheshit_kthnx]

can i copy most of that and make it a entry in my journal?? because im going through the same thoughts with tyler... and i love what you wrote its perfect

[sarahmar1e]

hmmm i know exactly how you feel. sucks pretty bad. i'm sorry.