you live and you learn. you realize there is no such thing as happy endings, and if you think you've found that fairy tale ending, then it can't be the end because things will never be that easy ( Read more... )

having a party never seems to be a good idea for me ( Read more... )

last night i had the most vivid dream i've had in a while.

my parents accused me of being on coke again. except i wasn't.
but they didn't believe me, so they planned some sort of intervention thing.
but i kept getting more and more angry, which kept them believing i was strung out.
pretty much every one in my life was in this dream.
and NO ONE ( Read more... )

today my parents got my car back. it was finally finished getting fixed ( Read more... )

me and ben had a very, very long talk last night and i LOVED it a lot.
i really think think things are going to get a lot better this time.. like they were before.

yager bombs ad sparks innihilated me last night.

but,
EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE ALRIGHT.

why is it that every summer seems to be more and more fun,
and every fall it gets harder and harder to accept that the fun's over and won't be back for another year.

i miss the beginning of summer. i rarely hung out with anyone outside of my 4 closest friends,who i pretty much would have died for, and would still do anything in my power for them. ( Read more... )

no matter how long it's been since i've talked to chris, he can always make me think more any one else. i think it's because he does more than just tell me repeatedly that everything is going to be okay ( Read more... )

i've noticed i've started using the f word a lot more lately ( Read more... )

yae v olco m 6 3: ahhhhhhhhhhh
xmagick happensx: we wouldnt be having these problems if i still had a car, because right now instead of sitting at home hating life, we would be driving around smoking and discussing our problems rather than feeling sorry for ourselves.
yae v olco m 6 3: yea i know
yae v olco m 6 3: i miss you so much
yae v olco m 6 ( Read more... )

i think my body is giving out on me ( Read more... )