( haha i love it. )

i guess today turned out alright, after all, last night was hard to get through, physically and emotionally, but i'm not getting into that. a couple of little things made me feel better today:
+ going out to brunch with Ariel
+ green tea<3 (natural stress-reliever...yes ( Read more... )

i'm in the mood to update, but feeling a little too lazy to do it. i don't really have much to say. i think i have a virus, and i don't like it very much, because i can't miss anymore school. i suppose that's what i get for being a slacker. when i'm really sick, i can't even stay home...too many wasted days pretending to be sick, just for some ( Read more... )

why am i so afraid of being forgotten?
what made me this way?

( ducky! )

did you know i miss you?today was an interesting day. i did everything wrong. i think it's because i'm so overtired that my brain just doesn't function properly anymore. yeah, that's about it. can't function well. i wish i didn't have to go to school tomorrow, but i do. oh well. were you ever waiting for someone to come around and notice ( Read more... )

my mood took a definite upturn. like whoa. this is the first time this week that i'm actually happy. the post from before, was written on a couple hours sleep, copious amounts of ice cream and just a low in my day. all i wanted to do was leave and this whole little story poured out. has that ever just happened? it's a creative moment. so my ( Read more... )

so i'm at brendan's house. have been for two days. very tired, very dirty, very hungry. my computer has a virus. it's killing it. farewell computer. stupid computer. old, retarded, spaztic, stupid. dumb dumb dumb. i want to go away, far far away. can i do that? would that be alright with everyone, if i just left? maybe i won't come back ( Read more... )

i was babysitting on friday night, for 2 boys, an 8 year old and a 2 year old. we went outside to play with other kids from the street, at around 8 pm, and there was this little 7 year old girl there. her name was meghan. she took a liking to me and was sitting next to me on the front porch and she was telling me things about her friends and ( Read more... )

i went to the allergist yesterday, to see if maybe that's why i suddenly got asthma. she didn't tell me anything i didn't already know. stupid doctor. and then she gave me 2 Advair inhalers, this other inhaler, another inhaler and then this other one in case the previous 4 didn't work. oh, and i still have 2 that i'm already taking regularly. ( Read more... )