"You have to make an orgasm noise every time you put a card down."
Had an amazing evening at Jeff's house last night. We had beer and asshole and laughing til I cried and couldn't breathe and lots of rediculous conversation with everyone mostlyadam.
It's so absurd that I get drunk and talk about anything that passes through my mind and with certain people it always ends up being sexual in nature. I'm fascinated by sex, what can I say?
Andy and I had a fight on the way home. But it was one of those "I'm drunk so I'll just let everything out into the open and we'll yell about it til we figure it out" kinds of fights. It ended up being pretty productive. We both realized that we were waiting for the other person to give the okay that I can go into Boston to see Allyson or whomever and have a super gay night without him if that needs to be my catalyst. I'm really glad about that. I'm really ready for this. It's just so weird to have it be something that sometimes he can't be there for or help me with. I'm with him so much that to not be with him and experience something like this is really uncomfortable for me. We're working on it though.
He is going to come tomorrow night to queereoke. Apparently he was just kidding last night and trying to get me going by saying he wasn't coming. Sometimes I don't get his sense of humor and how he deals with things. Which is what causes 90% of our fights sometimes. He apologized though. Then amazing drunk make-up sex happened.
OH! And! We've been hanging out with Ben a lot lately which is wonderful. He's so great and he's got some really great guy friends. Ryan, Tony and Paul are really awesome. I love them. I love hanging out with boys. They're so great. But, Ben is a weird boy, he's kind of a serial cheater on his girlfriend. He's always been this way.I think it's a way for him to satisfy needs he has that Ashley just can't provide for him. I dunno..but he sleeps with this girl, Lacey and I find her pretty cute. We were joking about having a foursome the other day and after everything that happened yesterday to him (which is an entry in and of itself) he sent us lovey text messages last night for helping him out with everything and mentioned it again. So I think this might actually happen soon. I'm kind of excited and kind of nervous. I'm not slutty I swear! I just like new experiences.
Oh and Mike wants Andy to work with them full time now because his wife is going back to work so they'll have the money. You don't understand how exciting this is for him. More to come as details are ironed out.
I love life at the moment.