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I have failed to do any of my homework yet. I am pondering my life, and I don't know. Maybe I should wear less black? I like being scary, and I really love the aesthetic. Just, I don't know. It might be detrimental to making friends and stuff, yknow? I'm kind of shy when it comes to talking to people I like or admire. And if they're scared of me, chances are we're just not going to talk. Though, if they're scared of me, chances are that I admire them for the wrong reasons.
My homework consisted of: math, study chem, look up quotes in "Self Reliance". I did this much: 0
"I'm so jealous of your attractive face."
"Pshhh! As if," I responded.
"Puh-lease. When I look at you I get a boner in my pants."
I love Becca.
I probably won't get to dye my hair. I got an 88 on my chemistry test that I missed last week. Fuck. Also, I still haven't made up my English essay from last week and I will most likely fail. I am considering dropping AP, but then I would feel stupid. Oh, the paradoxical way in which I live my life...