The Suicide Lists [4(final)]

[xsilentserenity]

Title: The Suicide Lists [Part 4(final)]
Author: xsilentserenity
Pairing(s): friendship!Eunhae, written in 3rd person POV (this part)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Friendship, Drama
Warnings: centers around the idea of suicide, self-harm
Disclaimer: Such a pity.
Summary: When the nothing that is left is too much; when the only option left is to die, to disappear, to have

Comments

[i_iz_cobra]

Number ten on Hae's list tugged at my heartstrings so hard, you have no idea.
I sat here, wondering what "suicide list" meant, because I've never heard of it,and now that I know.. The idea is wonderful and I'm probably going to suggest this to a friend whenever she has thoughts like that.
This ending is beautiful and it really delivered that positive message of hope and strength. It proves that there is always something worth living for.
Thank you. <33

[xsilentserenity]

a suicide list is an original idea. i've used it. i've helped my friend by using it, but i thought of this idea where i would list just 10 things, simple or not, that i wanted to do the next day or sometime in the future. like a to-do list, but it helped me see how much i still had to live for.

please! go help your friend whenever she has suicidal thoughts. and if you use the suicide lists... that would mean everything to me, knowing that i'm helping other <333

Thank you, sweetie. Thank you.

[brattygurl2011]

I'm glad that Hyuk saved Hae not only from that day when he tried to commit suicide but saved his life so that he could see the world differently again. You only need hope and that's what Hyuk gave Hae.

[xsilentserenity]

Thank you! I'm glad you understood it <33

[kuma_ri]

so hyukjae has been through it all...phew..gald that hae is finally on his feet again and fight his depression..is what it called???
uwaaaa...i really love the ending..there is hope and hae believe in his new hope..^^
thank you so much for thise..

[xsilentserenity]

thank you for the comment! i really appreciate all this support! <3333

[lulledbyscreams]

I'm finally here

[xsilentserenity]

^.^ lolwut? what were you expecting? a list of people who had committed suicide? o.O;;

but yeah, you haven't heard about this because i created it... sometime last year, for myself, and i haven't shared the idea with anyone until now <33

but omg thank you! :) that means so much to me, that you liked my portrayal of their friendship and the characters and hyukjae :3

thank youuu!^^

[lulledbyscreams]

/snort
something like that! or some death note like evil murderer donghae type thing! i dunno either!! >.<

really?! that's nothing short of amazing. i'm glad you shared your idea! it could help a lot of people!

lol, you shouldn't be surprised! you are like incapable of writing anything that's not good! it makes me wish i had written more when i was younger so i could've brushed up on my skills. you're seriously amazing!
<333333

[xsilentserenity]

yay! share my idea if you know someone who's struggling! that's really why i put this out here <33

and loool! well, sometimes i wish that i hadn't taken a break between 7th an 8th grade. i really got into writing again one night, actually, when i just had this inspiration and i wrote about 2500 words by hand and then the next day i wrote something that i submitted to scholastic <33 then i just kept writing. maybe i should post those two first stories of mine.. idk XD

[kuroneko96pro]

this story is so inspiring. sad yet sweet at the same time. i'm genuinely glad that at the end donghae understand that there's soooo many things to look up more in his life.
yeah, when u're depressed, it were like huge tall dark walls crushing upon u and blocking all your views of this world. life become so dark..
just a little bit of light is enough to make u feels alive again.
great fic. thanx for sharing this dear, really

[xsilentserenity]

you know i never replied to this, idk why. i think i probably just forgot.

and idk if you'll even see this. but i was wandering around my lj and came across this from 3 years ago, and wow, i just wanted to say a few things

thanks for being my friend all those years ago. it was a really important transitional phase of my life and having a strong support system here on LJ was really influential. also, thanks for being just a good person. you were always so sweet.

and thanks for loving me, i guess. because i'll never be able to tell you how much it meant to me to have you there for me. like, i can say it as many times as i want, but it'll never be enough. tbh, you were my first friend here on LJ, and i'm glad i met you

glad i had you in my life

so thank you for sharing your time with me and being important to me and for caring about me

<3 seri