I'm changing..and this time..it's permanent.

I love you.

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I've had a change of heart since my last entry. I'm sure I will have another favorite wrestler in time, but Eddie Guerrero will always be my first, and will always be the best..in my eyes. Right now, I won't have one, because thoughts of him and shows I've seen him in cross my mind. I admit, I will miss him. I'll miss hearing, every time he came ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to leave the internet for awhile. I'll still get on AIM, but any journal I have and my myspace, I'm staying away from. I'm taking this harder than I should be..I realize that. It's just...how could this happen? He was only 38 years old. He has been clean for what I've read, nearly 4 years. I can understand why my uncle passed away ( Read more... )

I can't help it. I must write again because I've been struck with this writing mood that I can't seem to shrug off. The bright side to it is that I'm able to write stories again, which I haven't been able to do since I don't know how long. Anyways, I don't understand why some days I feel down, not really depressed or bothered by anything, but where ( Read more... )

More and more I'm beginning to wish that 10 months would go by faster. I can't stand that she has control over me. Parents have too much control, and I most definitely don't plan on being a hardass to my kids. I don't want them to deal with this like me, and I don't want them to hate me especially. I hope that I can have a close relationship with ( Read more... )

I hate admitting when I'm wrong, but I have to say that Matt is right. I surprise myself a lot more than I do anyone else because I never know what I truly like. I've always conformed to what others liked because I felt that if I didn't, they wouldn't like. So I've never been myself. I didn't know that for so long I did this. I've learned a lot ( Read more... )

Things are changing. That's really all I have to say right now.

Oh yeah, and this...fuck high school bullshit.

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