Well i just turned on Every time i die because that seems to be the only thing that can cheer me up atm. My weekend sucked. I went to the mall friday after school with dan w. then went to dan p's house for a while. Later that day me chris and dan p went back up town to see if the mall was open because it was about 9 or so....i got a 114.50 ( Read more... )

its so cool that she can call me. oh well, fuck it.

Damnit, i am so lost. I have no clue what to do either. Feeling like i do right now is bad. I am sad and really bored. I feel horrible. This sucks more becaause i cant even see the girl i want to see because she is busy or something...dont know exactly what she is doing atm ( Read more... )

I love how things are going for the most part. I am still worried a little bit about the one and only thing that has been bothering me lately but i will have to just try it out and see how it goes. I really dont want something bad to happen....i dont want to be second. i dont want to be hurt either. I fear the bad stuff ( Read more... )

Wow, today i was scared as hell right before 6th period lol. i kinda sorta asked her out but im not that great at it so it was a bunch of jibberish mostly lol. i guess i was nervous becuase i really like her. it scared the fuck outta me becuase she never really said anything but i think i have it under control now. im still not 100% sure on whats ( Read more... )

So i went out last night with jess kandra and sarah. It was fun. We saw The Exorcism of Emily Rose. (its not nearly as scary as it looks on the previews. almost the whole movie is a court trial but its still a really good movie) I enjoyed it a lot except for kandra being mean to me the whole night lol. Being with jess more than made up for that. ( Read more... )

Haha, sitting in school atm and i finally got my damn powerpoint done. im happy now. I really hate hearing shit actually. It always fucks with me in the most horrible ways. It really should just stop happening. Anyway, sometimes i dont know exactly what to do. I know what i am probably going to do but the other part of me is very cautious. Maybe ( Read more... )

Damn the indy show was awesome. At All cost, On Broken Wings, Scars of Tommorrow, The Acacia Strain, and Still Remains. It was so much fun. This one guy was either smoking pot or had a knife or both (cant remember all the way) and a guy from the Courage crew took him out and fucked him up. There was a couple of fights too lol....Well, after the ( Read more... )

Wow, that concert was badass. I had a great time even with the ice fights with jess lol. I felt kinda bad becuase i snapped all of her ciggarettes in half but oh well...they are bad for you! Got back from that concert and im about ready to leave for another in indy here in about 30 mins lol. that one is going to be a blast to. i might be getting in ( Read more... )

So what do you guys think about the new pic i have on as my icon? (its been there for a couple weeks or so lol ( Read more... )