i want to just seclude myself from everyone. seems like i hurt everyone im around. and idk... i feel like im a horrible friend and person to be around. im tired of hurting people. im sorry for hurting one of my closest friends. i said some fucked up things for a laugh and it hurt them. im really sorry. and i dont expect you to forgive me ( Read more... )

well im at nich-oles house. sleeping over ( Read more... )

nichole is over and we are having a sleep to the over! yeah... nichole doesn't get it.. lol ( Read more... )

X. Your full name? melody carmen deyoc ( Read more... )

wow.. i haven't updated in an "uber" long time lol. ions too lol... jk ( Read more... )

wow... i haven't updated in awhile... i've been actually busy lol ( Read more... )

updating for today ( Read more... )

well the past couple of days have been really cool. last night i had to work so joe a.k.a j-z came and applied. im really going to beg my boss so j-z can start work there. that would be so much fun ( Read more... )

man oh man. today was the last full day. i'm actually a little sad. i know helf the people i talk to in school wont keep in touch which really sucks. another thing that sucks is ( Read more... )