oh lord...here we go.
lets see what happens.

Its crazy how you can dislike someone so much
and then it makes a 360.
I have semi let my gaurd down.
I dont want to, but I really cant help the way I feel.
I told him last night that he gives me butterflies...
uggggggh im so skeptical. I dont wanna get hurt.

I dont want this to happen...
Its a bad situation....
I cant even explain how I feel
or maybe I can but I dont want to admit it.
..It hasnt felt like this in a while.

I could scream right now I am so pissed at myself ( Read more... )

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So far this year has been weird so far. I guess I can call it weird. I don't want to call it bad, but it definitely hasnt been great yet. I have now lost 40 lbs ( Read more... )

2008 has been my best year yet.
2009 can only be better.
Im really excited for this one!!! :]

Im pretty excited that my pants I took my senior potraits in are falling off of me ( Read more... )

So Im at this point in my life where the only thing that matters is me and my future ( Read more... )

"What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around
Yeah."

soooooooooooo trueeeeeeee :]
i'm so happppyyyy !!