Just look towards tommorrow.... just another day or sorrow

[xsk8untildeadx]

I don't know what the fuck my problem is... I feel sooo fucking blehhhh.... fucking depressed... I fucking hate that word!!! -.- ...... and it's basically all because I have to go and say stupid shit... just AHHHHHH... I like fucking hate myself right now... I don't know :'(... just like, that last entry that I did... The comment noelle made to it

Comments

[mywir3dstitch3s]

woohoo..i didn't go to school either.
but matt, i told you before..i'm just a waste of time.
i don't think i can add anything else to that, because that's the only way in my mind that i can explain it..
you're not a selfish little bitch..i just think you're confused and tired of it.
you shouldn't have to wait around for something to happen either.
because as you said..it keeps repeating itself

[xsk8untildeadx]

Well yeah I did'nt go to school... slept in until about 5:00.. was pretty crazy.. lol think i'm getting sick again :-(.....
Well anyway's I know you told me before that you were just a waste of time... But I dunno, I just never saw you as a waste of time.... thing's with you and mike, yeah they keep repeating... it seem's that they alway's have... But I just thought that I would be the one that could take you away from that... Ya know??... Maybe make thing's better for you, soo you don't look at yourself and everything soo negetively.. Because we alway's got along soo good and we've alway's been there for eachother... That's never changed... and it never will.. I know I shouldent sit here and wait for something to happen that might never... But I just try soo hard sometimes and... baoibaoijb lanlman.Zi... I don't know.... just call me whenever you can or something... cuz i've got to go.... soo
Love you, Matt

matty matt

[oopsychobunnyoo]

Man matt your anything but selfish, your honest~ your not a fuck up~ if anyone is fucking with you, then its not your fault~ Dont feel like everything is always your fault... seriously ... You dont like Noelle with mike... who does ? nobody... Its not your fault your hurt over it... Dont sit there and blame yourself and im not saying blame someone else... Cause its not hers either... nowhere near either of yours... Just matt stop being so hard on yourself... If things arent working out the way you want, try a new approach... Dont sit around and wait for something that might not happen, explore your options...but ill ttyl... xoxo luv ya nigga,
Manda