Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide ( Read more... )

did i mention how much i love love LOVE sports seasons? football has started, which means sweaty boys running around and stinking up the training room and making me laugh. i love watching mike and don take out people and aaron TRY to take out people (he'll be fine...) and lunch time with nick and don and mike and aaron in the training room. joe ( Read more... )

everyone deserves someone who will love them forever. even people who are manipulitive and make mistakes. people who thrive on drama and other people's relationships. people who convince themselves they are dead to keep from feeling anything remotely human. some people may do incredibly bad things and sometimes they feel no remorse about the things ( Read more... )

where are you? cant you see that i am frustrated and need a friendly voice? i was here for you when you needed me, where have you gone to? i'm having these dreams still, and i need reassurance. why haven't i heard you tell me i'm silly? i feel silly. i make all these plans and i have no idea what is going to happen to me and sometimes i just need ( Read more... )

brandy says she is dead... to you ( Read more... )

my birthday is on the 31st everyone.

man, i wish my birthday could be like this one again:

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tomorrow i have a family reunion. but not my dad's east coast upper class connecticut family. my mom's family... who originated from West Virgina. Irish Backroad Rednecks. Sweet. I get to see Jessica, the reunion's in shelton and i heard it was in shelton and i was like oh! jessica lives in shelton! so jessica is gonna come and listen to country ( Read more... )

today was the best day ever. i woke up to nick poking me in the face. shane came over, we watched roswell. went to the mall, i saw deena and melissa and john, and then i met new guy matt and we all went to jonny's get together where we drank soda and played soul caliber. and then i beat all the boys and said bye to nick and new guy matt took shane ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever been this worried before. i have so much to talk about and get out but i have no one to talk to. nick is staying the night. he only talked to melissa once for a minute. i am all sorts of proud lol. everytime i listen to that stupid song and those lyrics, i remember what i said and what i feel and why i feel it. i wish i ( Read more... )

i was talking to satan the other day
and i said "doctor sanders, i told you when i got these stupid metal things in my mouth in the beginning of 8th grade that i won't have them my senior year. i'm a senior now. so you take them off or i will. and theres another 4 years you have to deal with me."

so i get them off on the 26th in Tacoma.

YES!