breathe in, bleed out.

[xskylarx]

I have long since stopped believing that there is a god of any kind, stopped believing that there is any kind of divine plan for our lives. I used to think that us humans were put here for a reason, but I no longer think that way anymore. I don't think we have any kind of purpose. It is impossible to believe that there is any kind of heavenly

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*sigh*

[her_defeat]

maybe you've found yourself a little piece of something beautiful in this world...? Never let anyone take that away from you... Cherish it with all that you are, because once it disappears... A little piece of you goes with it... And one day, when you've lost too much, there won't be anything left of you...
And I am afraid, I still need you around to keep me grounded, to keep me sane, you gorgeous beast of a sister!

[thejofairy]

This seems to be fulfilling your needs. I know the feeling. I only seem to like/want a relationship with someone when I'm unhappy. Just make sure you hold onto who you are, from what I know of you you're a beautiful person!
I agree that stability is a deterrent.