this is a life changing moment in my life

[xsnot187]

the other day my mother and i had a chat about my life and the world around me. she told me that there is a life beyond the garge and some where out there is a girl and a whole new life awaiting me. so i've decided to chagne my ways and live a clean life. it's not going to be easy but with the help and strength of my friends i know the transition

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[reticentharmony]

hmm, sounds cool, I'm gonna be edge too.

[xsnot187]

im glad you realize there is nothing wrong about it.
i realize that smoking and drinking isnt fun its just a waste of time.
im going to start spending my time and moeny on other things.

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[emoxxxcore]

i can't believe i just heard those words from you. lol i wouldn't claim edge per say if i were you but just be clean ;) lol

good for you brad, hopefully you can stay clean...peace out

time to collect

[xsnot187]

hey i know youre not going to call and talk to me about why we broke up and how yo can justify yourself to me. you said you wanted to be friends and i at least believed that one for awhile. quite honestly Stef i just want my shit back. you can never talk to me again for all i care, because thats what i'm planning on doing anyway.

Re: time to collect

[xsnot187]

you havnt cared for a long time. i dont care if youre not in a good mood. you've ruined my mood for soo long now. you dont knwo what its like having someone rip out your heart and walk away with out a tear. and im sorry Stef, but you made the first asshole move. before we left we made little promises. i thought you would keep them during this time of chaos in your life, but noooo why should you?