only You
   can make every new day
seem so new.

i'm at ucla right now for orientation until thursday. being here feels even more natural than i thought, which is a nice thing. it's more liberal here than i remembered, which is not such a good thing, but what did i expect? and generally, everything is exactly what i expected ( Read more... )

new york was so great! i'd live there. not forever, but for a year, maybe. i'd definitely think about it. ♥
some of it looked like this

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no, seriously. good Lord. very, very good ( Read more... )

i admit it. i dislike being dependent ( Read more... )

i apologize for yesterday, if only because i sounded sort of whiny. i know my life isn't terrible, but it was totally One of Those Days. just blah.
today wasn't bad. i still didn't do much &desperately want a job.

"it's warmer where you're waiting. it feels more like July........" i forgot all about that song [d/c :: a plain morning] until today. ( Read more... )

the cat died.
my car has an irreparable oil leak.
friends are nowhere to be found.
mom is being crazy.
subsequently i say cruel words.
consequently i am grounded.

::sigh::

. . .

i think i'll go count my blessings again?...........

[oh, somebody make it better.]

sometimes its embarrassing to talk to you;
to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
this version of myself i try to hide behindi'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified ( Read more... )

i went to the nickel arcade &learned how to play raiden &the scary michael jackson game. "when he dances, everybody dies. what's that supposed to imply?"

i need video game lessons, i think. :/

what are a few of your favorite things?

here are thirteen............
[01.] going for long -fast - drives.
[02.] people &their personalities. so cool.
[03.] emo boys.
[04.] listening to people speak in languages other than english.
[05.] c.s. lewis books.
[06.] breakfast at tiffany's.[07.] singing, especially dashboard songs &worship songs ( Read more... )