Comments | xsoxmuchxpainx: well the last entry was very affective... kind of.

xsoxmuchxpainx

well the last entry was very affective... kind of.

Sep 21, 2004 19:16

Well. My last entry worked. I have almost 10 comments, while most people have 14 and up. Oh well. I officially give up on this whole commenting shit!

She broke his heart. He spent his whole life trying to forget. She watched him drink his pain away a little at a time, but he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind. Until the night..

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Its...?? anonymous September 21 2004, 17:50:11 UTC

Hey gurl!Wow im glad everything has been working out for you at Ib i really hope that we stay close after this semester is over cuhz i dont think well have anymore classes together afta that:-( Im so glad your making new friends too just dont forget about the older ones...(me)for real cuhz i seriously dont know what i would ever do without you!Id take a bullet for you anyday!Weve been friends for ever and that hopefully wont change now.ILU so much Amanda!<3Heather

Re: Its...?? xsoxmuchxpainx September 21 2004, 17:52:41 UTC

Awh, Heather. This is why I love you so very much. You are so considerate of other peoples' feelings. You are such a good person. I will never ever forget about you girl. People just don't forget their good friends. HeHe. Let's do something sometime. I love you.

<3

Re: Its...?? anonymous September 21 2004, 19:33:10 UTC

aww Manda gurl its been so great to have you as a friend and i wouldnt change that for anything in the world!Ilu and we def. needa do something very soon!<3Heffer

Re: Its...?? xsoxmuchxpainx September 21 2004, 19:42:57 UTC

Oh, hells yeah

<3

anonymous September 21 2004, 17:59:50 UTC

hey...i have stuff to comment on it, but since im no good at commenting on stuff i dont think that i can. You know im comin over to spend the night at your house on Friday too.
-Andrew

xsoxmuchxpainx September 21 2004, 18:04:41 UTC

HeHe.

You're spending the night with me?

<3

boogiewoman333 September 22 2004, 19:01:48 UTC

AH! He's a crazy bitch! Watch out for him Boydo... If he's sleepin over with us on Friday.. He's sleeping on your bed, or on the floor! HAHA! like the dog that he is! LOL! HA! Im jk Andrew!!! Unless Andrew wont ever read this again.. (Then im NOT kidding) - Ang.

xsoxmuchxpainx September 22 2004, 19:05:17 UTC

Damn girl you cold. haha.

In my bed? Psh. My mom would shit a GOLDEN fucking brick.

Andrew isn't a dog, you silly willy.

I bet he will read this mother fucker. Hehe.

I love you

♥

bright_xxeyes September 21 2004, 18:04:12 UTC

hey! haha i love those songs! word.

and what's up with the aethesit thing?
im just wondering your thoughts........

xsoxmuchxpainx September 21 2004, 18:11:15 UTC

I know, they are the shit.

I'm not sure what is going on with my whole "atheist" thing. It's weird. I just can't understand why someone would believe in something they can't see and/or touch. If "God" was really there, why would be put so much pain on this Earth? If he really loves us like everyone says he does. Uhm. Big subject. Not enough time. hehe. We'll have a talk about it one day, I promise.

I love you, Laura

<3

i_star_you September 21 2004, 18:16:48 UTC

Hiyaaa :)
I'm glad you're my friend at IB. :-DDDD

On the whole atheism thingemadoojoo...I personally think God is just like...air. You can breathe in, and woah, you get oxygen. You can't see it most of the time, unless you're in a "special situation" like steam or cold air [like God speaking to you in some way, some people can see/hear him], but it's there. If I take enough time everyday to "breathe in" God, then it builds my faith up.
praying for you.<33
~Kate

xsoxmuchxpainx September 21 2004, 18:23:34 UTC

Im happy you're my friend too.

Awh, I think you are the sweetest person i know.

<3

ultra_xenvy September 21 2004, 19:40:14 UTC

wait your an atheist? well if so, then .. much respect your way from me, my dear. i'm agnostic which just really means i can't make up my mind either way, but i'm leaning toward the atheistic/pessimistic side of things for now.

anyway. man, the falling apart. i totally understand how that is. and in the next few years, you won't believe how much your friends will change and you will change. it hurts at first, but you learn to move on and meet new people, make new friends.. just go with the flow and always be yourself. missing people sucks, but it just makes it a million times better when you do finally see them again. i promise, this is all coming from much experience. the summer of your sophomore year will be the craziest, since i think you're pretty much like me.. and that was my craziest, most life-shattering summer, and most people agree.

anyway don't fret too much about anything, just stay laid back and you'll make it through. love you girl!

xsoxmuchxpainx September 21 2004, 19:47:32 UTC

Yeah, I am atheist. Thank you for your respect. I doubt I will get it from many people. Oh well, fuck them. =)

Yeah, my friend (Lindsey) and I were unseperable during the summer. But, we haven't seen each other in almost 3 weeks. I'm having withdrawls. haha. I love her to death. hehe. Well, I am ready for summer NOW. Tehe.

I try to be myself a lot. It's hard being scared of people's judgements of me. oh well, i guess i can't be like that.

hey can you do layouts? i want to redo mine, but i have not idea how to do it. hehe

i love you

<3

ultra_xenvy September 21 2004, 19:57:27 UTC

exactly. fuck them. i'm so tired of people being christians for the sole fact that everyone else is, and i'm so sick of seeing people that believe something else but are too afraid to stick up for what they believe in because they're afraid of what other people think, and this goes along with you being yourself.. NEVER be afraid of what other people think of you because in the end, you won't remember most of them. in the end, it's YOU that matters. so find that something in yourself that you absolutely love and play it out and if people don't like it then fuck 'em, because it's only you that you ever have to worry about above all others, and that's the truth. it's all you really got in the end. you'll drift from friend to friend, people will get old and die, .. you'll be with yourself and if you're not yourself by that time, then you're fucked, and you're stuck being someone that you aren't and by that time it's too late, and you never want to be like that. you want to be able to live by yourself with who you are, so that when you're ( ... )

xsoxmuchxpainx September 21 2004, 20:07:06 UTC

Awh, thank you Leah. You are a very helpful person. hehe. You are such a beautiful person, you are so sure of yourself. That's the best thing about you. =)

Yeah, Lindsey and I had a LONG drift apart for some stupid reasons. I was depressed about 4 times, beacuse I felt like i was totally alone. Alone in the whole world. It's a very scary thought. But hey, that's how the cookie crumbles. hehe. =)

alright. i'll email you the things i want on it later. what's your email address?

how do you do that fucking heart? i've been trying to figure out for like 54841234865 years. hehe.

i love you!

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