Ohhhh HEY the HOTTIE.
seems as if your car is in SHAMBLES.

going to DISNEY tomorrow. <33333

I can't deal. I can't make decisions... I can't completely drop people out of my life.. and I can't be disrespected at the same time. I honestly Am lost.

I left for Italy with intentions of clearing my mind, and coming back with solutions. 
I definately cleared my mind. . . but i have no solutions. Or maybe it's just that i came up with solutions that i never thought i would. I think what i need to do is rid my life of a lot of people. I have no desire to put myself out there anymore, just for other ( Read more... )

i create problems for myself.

when i come back from italy, it's going to be a huge decision time.

this is so hard.

i hate that ugly bitch!!!!!

ex girlfriends are THE WORST things in LIFE.

i'm not unhappy right now.... But my mind is thrown in So many directions.

There is so much I need to change about myself, and really quickly.

I can't wait to get away.

so living for the moment is NOT the way to get things done.
Plan B.

Wish there was one.

My plan right now is to lay low, and just clear my head in Italy. It couldn't be coming at a better time. 
I i think I'm having some serious anxiety lately, and I can't really figure out the cause.

i'm spinning in circles, and getting nowhere.

so i LOVE retro, and i love that i've gotten myself back to the gym. It makes me feel so much better about myself. waking amir up to go to the gym is like pulllling teeth. his mom thanked me for making him go. haha- i love herrr.
i am beyooond dreading this weekend. 
saturday night in particular, could potentially make or break everything. . and that ( Read more... )

i'm signing up at Retro Fitness tomorrow. Amir and i are going to start going every afternoon. I'm excited. I love working out... it's such a good feeling. And it always helps to have someone work out with you. . . so it'll be fun times.

myyy idiot. <3

I wish it was easier for me to set my priorities in order. Does it make sense that I don't even know what they are anymore? I didn't think it was possible to completely lose sight of that. I wish i was more certain of a lot of things in my life. Right now I honestly feel like my life is an unsolved jigsaw puzzle. && unfortunately for me, i was ( Read more... )

For whatever reason, i just want to be alone in my life. i don't want anything from anyone.