Comments | xstabmyheart: i dont know whats wrong with me

xstabmyheart

i dont know whats wrong with me

Feb 25, 2004 21:17

if it was the right decision then tell me why 7 months later im still crying about it every single day ( Read more... )

Comments 3

xgummiwinterx February 25 2004, 20:12:06 UTC

i think that was very beautifully written.
i especially liked the secnd to last line. that is the only way to get what you want :)

njscreemo February 26 2004, 05:43:06 UTC

tokyo rose sucks.
time heals everything, so just give it time. you'll feel better soon. you'll get over it.

njscreemo February 26 2004, 07:16:09 UTC

actually, i didn't really say everything that i've been thinking. i still love you and i prolly always will. no matter how hard i try i just can't let go of what we had. but what we had and what we have are two completely different things. things have changed a lot, and i don't think we'll ever be able to fix things no matter how hard we try. i want to be with you so bad, and i want things to be as amazing as they were for over a year, but everytime we try i end up getting hurt and i'm right back where i was last october. i hate feeling like that, and i don't want to have to worry about "how long is it gonna last this time" or "when am i getting dumped". i don't wanna have to constantly worry about losing you all over again. maybe someday things will be different but right now your actions speak louder than your words. you say a lot of amazing and beautiful things, but how you act completely contradicts them so i'm left to think that you only say those things when you're sad and when you can't have me. you always seem to want me when ( ... )