FUck that...I changed my mind...

... I KNEW I spoke TOO fucking soon. :`(

I'm pretty much in love with my life at the moment.

I can't remember why we fell apart
From something that was so meant to be
Forever was the promise in our hearts
Now more and more I wonder where you are...

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime...
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime...
...I miss you.

So something good happens to me...

...and I fucking ruin it.

Surprise Surprise. =(

Good thing...I'll be in Florida in 3 days...

Sigh...I'm a fucking failure at life.

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1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with or had sex with?:  no comment.

2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?: none. =) I got my bathing suit on, bitches.

3. What is the song you want played at your funeral?: Freebird by Lynyrd Skynyrd

4 What would your last meal be before getting executed?: Burger King.. ( Read more... )

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things  I didn't do, for getting attached, for depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all...for not hating you when I know I should...

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=( I can't do this anymore...

Looking from the window above
Its like a story of love.
Can you hear me?
Came back only yesterday,
Moving farther away.
Want you near me.

All I needed was the love you gave.
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew;
Only you.

Sometimes when I think of his name
When it's only a game
And I need you.
Listen to the words that you say,
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