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i'm trying to work 70 hours this week... so i probably wont be hanging out much...

ahahah so i dont know what we are. and you dont know what we are... so what are we? are we nothing? cause id like to think we were something... ughhh i have no clue what is going on with this. i do love you, but do you love me in the same way? fuck i wish i had all the answers, but i dont...

ughh i'm so confused. my heads telling me to do one thing and my feelings are telling me to do the exact opposite. but how many times do i really want to put myself thru this? i honestly dont know what to do. i just wish i knew what was going on inside that freakin head of yours so i could figure out which way to go...

honest to god that was the best fucking movie ever fucking made

The Ataris - Broken Promise Ring ( Read more... )

i think its funny that i haven't posted on this thing in over a year, yet looking back at some of my old entry's, i realize nothing in my life has changed. i'm still not happy, i'm still working a dead end job, and im still not going to school. now dont get me wrong, i know that 2 of those 3 things i have full control over and can fix at anytime, ( Read more... )

i love my life. its so great. everything is going so good right now...

SIKE!

everything sucks and i hate it. i wish for one fucking time in my life, something would work out and go good for me. but i guess thats just how it is, and how its always gonna be.

so some people are asking me to move out. if i do. i can afford all my bills, but i wont have any money left for food or gas. so... move out and starve / not be able to drive. or not move out, liveto free, and have gas and food to eat?

i'm going nowhere in life, and so far i'm going alone. noone wants to jump on board this train wreck waiting to happen...

hopefully i'll crash soon, cause im so over this life..