"What are you thankful for?" A question that will be asked alot today. But if im asked, i really have nothing to say. i could say im thankful for not being in a band. or i could be thankful that i never really feel wanted, i never really feel like i make a differnce if im there or not. i could say im thankful that i feel like im drifting apart from ( Read more... )

it really sucks when you want something so bad, and yet you have no control over if you get it or not...

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isn't it weird how some people can be your best friend at one moment, but then when you turn around they seem to act like they dont like you at all. well have you ever thought that the hating you part isnt an act at all. and the real act, is the part about being your best friend?

lately when looking in the mirror ive noticed ive started to turn green. envy flows thru my veins. i get jealous so easy. and its always over the littlest things too. i find myself jealous of alot of stuff. people. bands. relationships. it sucks to not have it all. and it sucks even more to know that i never will.

so a very large decision has been placed on my shoulders. theres so many reasons to do it. and yet theres so many reasons to not do it, so many people, so many friends. and all at the same time it might not even happen at all. and even if it does, me going might not even be in the question. i havent said anything to my parents, and if i know them, ( Read more... )

dang, i need something to do tonight. ok let me think.....uhhhhh......ummmm... i got nothing.

if the jets win. i get 100 bucks. go jets go!

-im not good looking, yet i have high standards
-i never try, and yet i wonder why i cant get a girl
-i have nothing to offer, and i still want the best
why should i give a penny and get a dollar. it just doesnt add up.

..i think i found the girl of my dreams,
the only problem is im not the man of her's..