the pumpkin patch on sunday was really fun. not everything went as planned but that happens. we left to late and didnt get to go to breakfast at janoskis restaurant. so we just went to the pumpkin patch. we petted the amnimals and i got a picture with the baby cow. we painted each other pumpkins and didnt let each other see them till the end! we ( Read more... )

If you say im your world, then why are you trying to destroy it?

im so sick of everything.  school. friends. boyfriend. job. 
i need a vacation from life.

love me or hate me its just that simple.

some days you just make me feel like id be better off dead. like my whole world as i know it is coming down, crashing at my feet. you alone have that power to make me feel this way. noone else can. and u use the power. so congratulations. you can make me feel completely worthless, unloved, and unappreciated.

so all went well saturday for our anniversary and everything. its was really sweet too ( Read more... )

okay well at the beginning of the week things were great. rob was being so sweet and he surprised me and show up at school with lunch for me. it was cute.

then he got sick. and now im sick. hes got a really bad cough. and ive got the sore throat.

tomarrow is our two year anniversary. and ive been very very overly excited about it. hes supposed to ( Read more... )

why does everything have to get fucking screwed up. i hate it. its like god hates me and nothing can go my way. not trying to be selfish, but NOTHING ever goes my way really. i cant think of one thing recently that has ( Read more... )

oh god. so this week has been a little crazy and we're only halfway thru it.

homecoming went good tho last weekend. except for the dinner beforehand. me and rob were fighting and so were car and justin, so im sure we looked more than rediculous.

theres been an overload of highschool drama lately it seems. fights, and fighting at my lunch table. its ( Read more... )

so ive been holding off on updating this. mainly  just because i feel like itll jinx me if i write in here that me and rob are doing somewhat better. im afraid everything will go to hell again if i say that. superstitious, i know ( Read more... )

lately things still fucking suck

ive been going to school and working 5 days a week. robs got a new job so now he has school and work also.

i dont even kno what to say about me and rob...

he yells, i scream. i cry, his temper flares. always fighting. what do we fight about? Everything.

i just dont know where to go from here.
we said we'd work at it ( Read more... )