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last night was absolutely horrid. I fucking HATE friday nights...... I had to come home and drug myself in order to get some sleep.

Today is miss halie's ninth birthday party. I've got to get her something.. but I don't know what because I am pretty broke. argh.

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to all of you whom I have hurt in the past:

I am truly sorry.

in regards to all to whom I have lied:

all is revealed in due time. I am sorry.

I just felt like saying that. Because I'm not an irresponsible person anymore, and that was just my stupidity. damnit. I'm sorry to have lost everyone that I have.

so it's the sunday before halloween. We have a carved pumpkin thats old and moldy... and a jack-o-lantern costume for miss meghan ( Read more... )

Theres this feeling that I get when I realize that I don't have anyone left. Anyone outside of my family, and my boyfriend. It's complete and utter loneliness ( Read more... )

So I took two stacker 2's right before work yesterday. I made over sixty dollars last night, which is really good for a tuesday night. I came home, though, with a terrible neckache and I was completely unable to wind down. Every time I have fallen asleep I have woken right back up, not twenty minutes later. I accidentally kept on waking Loren ( Read more... )

Michael ( Read more... )