Yeah, it's just so... bizzare. I just can't figure out my emotional intake on the whole ordeal. Once I start thinking about it, I find myself feeling like I might be taking sides so I just back off completely. I feel most for my sister. She's really emotionally fragile and of everyone that this will affect, it will hit her they hardest. I also feel stuck, because I'm down here in Kansas and I feel pretty helpless.
I'm also afraid people are going to blame my dad because it was his decision to leave...and god damnit... I'm a daddy's girl. I'm so afraid of my mom resenting me if I try and help my dad out at all. :p
I guess my dad has a lot of reasons! But the thing that makes this so crazy is that he just sprang this all so suddenly. No one knew they had problems...even my mom! All the things my dad is upset about, my mom has been doing for years. My dad just never talked about it. He shoved his feelings in a bottle and now it has exploded. ;_;
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I'm also afraid people are going to blame my dad because it was his decision to leave...and god damnit... I'm a daddy's girl. I'm so afraid of my mom resenting me if I try and help my dad out at all. :p
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I feel sorry for them both, actually.
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