..I've came to the conclusion that It's in Gods plans to make me miserable*

[xsteph10x]

Hey guys..I'm not in the best mood right now. There's a bunch of things bothering me-I know I shouldn't just throw it all on my friends because it's not their problems but this is my journal, right? And I have to talk to somebody. Even if it is a computer screen

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[heidi_christine]

STEPHANIE I AM SOOOOO SORRY! Hun I said to much stuff I didn't mean and everything you told me was nothing but true...I absolutely hate myself right now! I love you to death and I cant believe I let a stupid guy like Robby who does nothing but hurt me mess up our friendship...He hurt me really bad this time and Im not running back to him ever again and Im sorry if anything I did changed anything between you and him and you have no idea how much I regret doing what I did with him and then having him treat me the way he did after it and if I kept him from doing that to you..it was worth it hun. It hurts so bad but what hurts more is that I might have lost you as a friend and I do not want that at all..I just want me and you to find us two, good, caring, fun guys..gahh thats kinda like an impossibilty seeing as how most guys are scum but I wish me and you both luck! ha ha I just really really wanted to tell you how sorry I am and beeegg you to forgive me..I love ya!!!!! *Heidi*

[xsteph10x]

Heidi!! I AM SORRY TOO! I mean I shouldn't have even started talking to fuck face because look how much I got hurt yah know? I can't believe i done that to you. We will never let a guy get between us again okay?? You have not lost me as a friend! I love you to death Heidi and we always have the most awesome times when we're together and I'm sure we'll have some more!! And we will find us some good guys ok? I know they are out there.. We just have to look for em!! =) I LOVE YOU HEIDI!

I LOVE YOU STEPH

[anonymous]

OMG I'm gonna like kick your ass...Stephanie Lynn Brooke Spangler you are not fat! I am your bestest friend and I would tell you if you are fat...WELL your not!!!!! You are tall very tall and you don't need to lose weight hunny...You would look so gross if you were like 100 lbs... That would make me sick...You are so pretty the way you are.. You have so much goin for you..And baby I was a varsity cheerleader and they aren't suppose to be bithces they are suppose to help you... If they act like bitches and all this shit tell Mrs. Sampson, she'll take care of it..I know JV people got on my nerves so bad when I was on Varsity because I would try to help them and then they would say somethin so I just went off...I don't care who they are I think some people on Varsity should definetely not be on there...That is the truth...but hunny I'm out and I'll talk about this with you later...and you are gettin a ear full because I love you and you are so beautiful the way you are...There are so many girls who would love to be you....
*Anna Lorine*

Re: I LOVE YOU STEPH

[xsteph10x]

hahah.. Anna you're crazy!!

Awhh, thanks for telling me i'm not. Even though I think I am I'm glad you don't think I am.. haha.. I know-Some people just get on my nerves on Varisty cause I ask them to help and they won't. But I guess that's part of being on JV yah know? I Def. wish you was still on Varsity.. It would be a hella lot better! haha.. But I LOVE YOU ANNA LORINE! haha