iwishthatmyboyfriendwouldhavewantedmetherewhenhehitrockbottom.
iwishiwasthegirlhehadturnedto.
apartofmewillwonderaboutherandwanttohaveaconversationwithhertoseewhatmysummerreplacementwaslike.

Igetnervoushecouldgobacktogethisthingsandrealizehewantstohangoutwithheragain.

Idon'tthinkwewillgobackwards.

Ihopenot

Ilovehim.

So me and Brian are now boyfriend/girlfriend, since yesterday ( Read more... )

I know understand why I am so emotional and needy...period. :(

bah! What a weekend. It was a fun night with Elaina and esther. I love those girls. We failed at finding a party, but it didn't even matter. I think a night is more successful when ended with fries and pizza ( Read more... )

Things are good today. I need to work on not letting other peoples moods affect mine.
My pre-prac is in mission hill. I am excited and nervous :X

Brian is coming on Saturday and I am really happy.
I think I just realized yesterday that this is a long distance thing and it overwhelmed me.

Also I wish I could see you tomorrow please!!!
I wish you would show up at my door, best surprise ever.

There is always going to be a Jessica. The Jessica is the girl you hate so easily. You don't hate her really, because you don't know her. But you hate her in theory. She is the pretty girl who has the nice body and is not shy to show it. She is the girl you hate to see commenting on the facebook of the boy you like. You hate to think how easily she ( Read more... )

also I do have insecurities that stem from over the summer so I do need reassurance and a little bit of attention. I kind of just feel like a crazy person.

I am really frustrated and nervous.
I feel like I am annoying for texting you.
I am sorry that I want to talk to you and miss you.
I am putting in more effort because I do miss you and I feel like I get nothing in return :(
I feel dumb.

I feel like people only realize they miss me when they are with me again.
That is the saddest thing to me.

I love you. I find myself missing you a lot now that I am in school, I feel myself getting attached and texting you often, and I feel like for some reason your enthusiams has gone down in the past two days? I could be over analyzing things but I hate that! please don't stop texting me again like in the summer. I hate worrying.