I miss you and when we were good :(

I miss sharing each others beds and holding hands and going to breakfast and you showing up at my door.

I wish you still loved me. or atleast hung out with me.

stress stress stress.

Oh yeah you're the best damn friend that I'll ever have ( Read more... )

"isn't it ironic that we ignore those who adore us,  adore the ones who ignore us, hurt those who loves us, loves the ones who hurt us."

It is like we don't even know each other anymore.
It makes me really sad to not feel like your friend or like we can talk.
I know we can't be together, I get that, I just wish we could talk like before.

I wish you would call me to chat or write me a letter
sometimes I wonder if you read this.

can you give me a sign.

the way you said my name last night had so much hidden feeling and emotion behind it.
"you look familiar, have I met you before?"
"That's Steph."


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I want to be remembered for being a nice person

I let down my walls. Now I feel like I am the only one hurt. I feel like he is moving on a lot faster than me ( Read more... )

you suck as a friend.

Yesterday:
I had 5 classes, overwhelming. I already got a good chunk of homework..it is going to suck. I will be in my room doing work at all times.
but I guess its okay with tuesdays off..

I've been getting the stomach drop and shakey..
He showed up trying not to see me...bah when the elevator opened up it was like a scene from a movie.
we are now ( Read more... )