i thought to myself today, what is the meaning of this simple life i have going for me? actually it has been a question i have been askin myself for a very long time now. now that you know my secret i asked God who is to be important in my life. he sent me a sign now i think i can peice the peaces together tho its not all clear yet. all i can say ( Read more... )

something happend at burkes tonite. something ive wished for, prayed for, and dreamed for. and now i feel somewhat happier. i know deep inside what i should do. and i will. but when you are ready let me know ill be waiting. ill wait until the day i die, cause you are worth every second that i wait ( Read more... )

i went to the mall today to buy some new shoes from will at journeys and i saw zman with kersty gettin her check....shes rich now, way to go. its still weird to think you have a job. anywho we had dinner "want my pickle?" and we left. i met up with zac firekid dj holly lesley and a whole lot of other peeps i had a good time. and tomorrow night..... ( Read more... )

last nights party kicked ass. sorry some of you guys couldnt come, i couldnt help it. i stayed up talkin to lesley until 8 in the freakin morn. and i got like 5 hours of sleep today. sweet im ready to take on the world. tonite, dont know. waiting for les to call back ( Read more... )

go here oh my geez pics of last nites party http://www.teamaxis.net/thedot/pictures

ps add 4d4m and look at the pics, they are good ones. you have to add him to your friends list to see them so add him now or ill kill you....

omg tonite was awesome. dj "ZAC" firekid and holly rachel courtney anna came over to burkes and it was off the hook. thunder will post some pics it was a good nite i had a lot of fun. im bout to pass out bye....

ill still be here, waiting....
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i dont have anything to talk about.... maybe cause nuthin happens in my boring life. it tears my heart up when i see a person i care about get hurt, and i wish it would stop cause maybe i could get some damn sleep.... im sorry i wish things worked out better and like we want them to. but you cant always have what you want. you cant judge a book by ( Read more... )

i woke up at 430 today.... sad. is it bad when you don want to live anymore?....

wud up all. chillin with my boys. i really wasnt kiddin when i said something good needs to come my way.... i hate my life. its always the same, day in and day out. something needs to change for good and for the best of me.

i read your note, i loved it.
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