terror was fun, and poker was fun.

sure i fucked up, but i got back up

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad

fuck fraternities. fuck fraternity culture. fuck frat "brothers." fuck frat parties. fuck a social scene based on these idiotic groups of "people" who think they're better than the rest of the world because they have matching shirts and sell kids beer. i'm sick of all this bullshit. i'm stuck in my room on a thursday night because my only two ( Read more... )

sooooooo baaaaaaaaaaaaad. eeeverythihng is soooooooo baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.

today was the first day of classes. i tried salvia again cause it was available and i was thinking maybe it would work. haha, it worked. i tripped BALLLLLLLS for probably like ten minutes and i felt really burnt out for the next hour or two. it was cool and i'm glad that i did it because it was an interesting experience, but i don't think i'll ever ( Read more... )

i feel better now but i'm still depressed. i honestly don't remember much of last night, but douris says i kept telling him to shut up. for this, i appologize. i love you douris<3. ten beers and a couple sips of stoller's thing. ganja does not do the bad things that alcohol does. it is for this reason that from now on if i decide to escape reality ( Read more... )

ten beers is too many beers.

definitely lonely right now

salvia sucked. i got less than two weeks left while im' home. hang out soon<3