but in all honesty i haven't even been sleeping on the weeknights. my earliest classes are at ten so i just take that as licsense to stay up until 5 everynight. This is the third time i have flat out gone with no sleep at all. I can't even get myself to sleep anymore. i really don't know what's up with that. my dad would say my circadian ( Read more... )

when you're a young kid, people will always tell you never to say anything you don't truely mean. so don't go calling someone stupid if they really aren't stupid. don't call someone a jerk because they most likely aren't. don't tell someone to die because you most likely really don't want him/her to ( Read more... )

( The Random Question Meme! )

college man. it's nuts. i've been here for a few days now and i've gotten to know my roommate pretty well. we're on the level, he's a cool guy. a lot of people seem to have already fallen into their groups of friends and that's kind of scary because i don't feel like i have a group of friends yet. on the first two night i was hanging out with ( Read more... )

look westford, i've had my fair share of problems with you just like everyone else in this town, but i'm not so anxious to get out even though i leave tommorow at 8 a.m. looking back on it all i am absolutely sure i would not have chosen (given the chance) to grow up anywhere else because the people i have met have made me who i am (So if there's ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking sad right now. sadder than i've ever been. because i'm losing you. and that's just the way you want it. it hurts so much.

today is a very special day because it's dave yim's birthday! so wish him a happy birthday when you get the chance because he is awesome!

sometimes i can't even read myself. most of the time it's because i just don't want to read in too deeply. i don't want to find out what i most likely already know about myself. i don't really know who i want to be or even who i am at the moment. i only spend money on clothes and food. two things neccesary to living yet i know i'm wasting all ( Read more... )

i have to stop going to bed at 2 AM for no reason i'm almost certain that's the reason why i got pink eye twice in two weeks. honestly fuck that shit. stop by kballz tonight i'll be working and i'd love to see you guys. that is unless you're somone i don't really like then that'd just be awkward. haha just kidding.

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Jack was fucked. Here he was crouching in a fox hole somewhere in Iraq wondering why the fuck he had joined the military in the first place as god cued explosions all around him in a massive orchestra of death. Dirt and sweat crowded his face as he tried to lean harder and harder against the walls of earth that seemed to be expanding by the ( Read more... )