Live journal is so depressing..everyone talking about love this love that i love him i love her it makes me want to die... i have this huge feeling of emptyness...i want that loving feeling back inside of me...
as much as i like the pills they dont work on forgetting about being hur...that would be a mirical pill
so things have gone straight to the shitter since we last met...it sucks i hate it... i hate my life so much right now. i just need a friend... i need someone to love...someone to love me back
so baisically im turning over a new leaf...it feels good just to relax aobut things...
the best thing that has happened to me in a while..i love it...
getting ready to go pick out my college..i really want to go to Johnson and Wales im hopping that i can afford it in the future..ha..no SATs no essays...nothin!